all dogs go to heaven

My dog Tinker is 15 years old, he would have been 16 in June. He lived a long life, and he had a great life, but tomorrow my little man will be in a better place. For the past year he has been pretty sick and now his arthritis is really bad and he can't he or hear anymore. So my parents made the decision to put him down tomorrow. You know I knew it was going to be a sad thing, but the news has hit me real hard and I thought about it and it's the first real death that has hit me so hard because he is pretty much my brother, him and my brother are the same age so he has been in my life a long time. We have gone many places together, all through the states, he;s even in our family pictures. In reality he wasnt a dog, he was just as human as anyone, he didnt even act like a dog. We always joked that he even watched tv, which I think he did, he was always on the couch starring at the tv. It's just going to be so horrible to go home and not have him greet me. But I belive that all dogs go to heaven and he will greet me when I get there, just as he always has.

I'll miss you Tinks, and I will love you forever

the reasons I am bitter

You know those people that are all flowers and sunshine and happy go lucky? Yea well they can go fuck themselves. The world isnt' all bunnies and rainbows. This world is a joke. Honestly this year has been a huge waste of fucking time. Nothing has been good. People always wonder why I am always so bitter and full of hate well nothing in this world has given me any inkling to think other wise. Yes how about school charges you extra money, bank is wanting you to pay their loan back RIGHT now instead of when I finsih school like it's supposed to be, or how about raise my rent an extra fifty bucks, oh or cut my hours at work so I can be even poorer. Fucking lovely. need more reasons well I fucking got them if you want them.