He was there all along

Ok so by now you probably all know about my fasination with a Mr. Channing Tatum. He is more so recognized for his roles in 'She's the man' and 'Step up', however, before this I knew I had seen him before. First of all he was a model before any of his acting conquests, but he was in a mountain dew comercial and a little film called 'Coach Carter'. Before my great love of this handsome little devil I saw this film and wondered who the hot token white guy was. And SURPRISE it was Channing, so alas I went to Walmart today and bought it and I watched it and it was great. It was kinda cool to watch it again and know that it was him in that part, but anyways I just wanted to blog about that.

Why?

Ok so since my greatest day blog things have gone a little downhill to say the least. First of all my daddykins hurt himself this weekend and had to get surgery on his leg and all that buisness. And so that was kinda stressful enough making sure that he was all fine after that.

Then today I was comming home from school and seriously I don't know why these things happen to me but they just do. So this guy in a crazy neon yellow jacket sits beside me, so I will write out the convo for you:
OL(old man)"I don't like that seat up there because it slides"
S(me) "ohh thats not good"
OL "So it didnt rain today I was right"
S " No it didn't"
OL" I went to the PNE today because there was supposed to be ballroom dnacing but there wasnt any so I came home"
S " Oh well to bad thats not fun"
OL " See they have this deal on at safeway that you can get $1 off admissions to the PNE if you buy the pass there, but they didnt have any when i went to safeways so they are liars"
S " Yea sometimes that happens"
OL " Do you live in Richmond?"
S " No"
OL " Oh i thought so because every second person in Richmond knows me, I am famous you know"
S "yea?"
OL " Yea i am the guy that has the biggest butt in the world"
S " What?"
OL " Yea I have been campeigning for 23 years for non smoking so I have a huge anti cigarette statute on the roof of my house" (Then he points to the back of his jacket and written in a sharpe it says" The home of the biggest butt in the world")
S " ohh yea I read about that"
OL " Yea I have been in the paper a few times even on the news"
S "Cool"
OL " Yea two weeks ago I was in the papers and on the news because when my wife died I built this bench by the river of my house for her, and one day I woke up and there was a spray painted Nazi sign on it and littered with cigarette butts, and I didnt appriciate being called a nazi because I fought those fucking bastards in the war!"
S " Oh yea thats not good, but this is my stop, it was nice to meet you"
OL " Yes you too and I live at Bridgeport and River road in richmond stop by sometime and have a look at the butt"
S " Yes I will do that"

So there that is what went on, he was a nice old man but just sooo random. And I just dont see why I can't be left in peace on the bus, and it's not cool to see everyone on the bus looking at me laughing at me, i don't like that very much at all.

Greatest Day

Ok so today started off pretty bad, had to go to friday class which sucks ass. So Britney tells us that Supernatural (a great TV show) was filming at 37th and Oak. So like the stalkers we are with movie stars we decide to go after class. So we headed up there and we ended up walking the wrong way for two blocks and just figured that they finished filming and they wernt there anymore. So we ended up taking some random pictures with a staute of a Mountie. It was fun since we were both broken hearted. So we headed back to Oak to go catch our bus to go back to my place and we saw some big trailors on the other side of Oak and we were like ok great we are dumb they were right there and we walked 2 blocks in the other direction COOL.
So we walked along the sidewalks where all the trailers were lined up and we were just so happy to be so close to all of it. Then we saw Jared Padalecki's trailor and then Jensen Akles and we thought that that would be as close as we got to them so we savored that moment. So we reached the end and we had to turn back around to get to our bus so we kinda felt like creepers but it had to be done, so we decided to walk on the other side of the street, thus by doing this we took pictures of their trailers and walked down the lines and then we discovered they were filming inside this Garden place so we decided to go see how much it would cost to get in so we cut across the parking lot and guess who we see!!! Jared Padalecki himself. He was walking his two dogs which are super cute. And they were dragging him all over the parking lot. So we didnt want to be the jackass girls that go up to him and be like "Can we get a pic with you and an autograph" so me and Britney decided to do it the best way and just creepily watch him. Then he was heading back towards his trailer and we headed back towards the exit of the parking lot and his dogs dragged him into these bushes to chase a squirel and he was soo cute he was telling them to get it he was like " Where is it, did you get it?" It was SOOO cute. So we walked by and said Hi to him and he said Hi back with the most friendliest sexiest smile EVER. The way he said it just made me feel like a pretty girl it sounds stupid but he wasnt a jackass at all so it made him even more likeable. But he looks way better in person than on TV, trust me I would know. So then we were all giddy about that and so we walked around the corner and there was the car. The black car that they drive in the show, complete with the Kansas licence place and all. So we took some pictures with the car and just overall It was just such an awsome day. It was the first celebrity I saw and he said Hi. BEST DAY EVER BRITNEY!!!!

back to the shit hole

So I am back from my trip back home to my lovely little rock. The trip had its Highs and lows, highs as in Spoonfest and lows as in my parents never being home. But Spoonfest fricken rocked even though EVERYONE bailed out. But it was still good times, me ben and Krysi went to the Voodoo and we were pre drunk ( and i was pretty drunk) and all the old crew was there, Mrdeza, Urchuk, little ms Little. We shook our groove things and I hit on the magician bartender, Sabastian. And then we went back home and slept on the trampoline and that was cool, except I pretty much had Tuberculosis the whole weekend, I had a pretty killer cough and for those who know me know what my cough is like, pretty much like a dying buffalo or a barking seal. The cab driver pretty much thought I was gunna die on the drive homw, he was pretty concerned which was nice a suppose.
So then all was clam after that then me and Brown Sugar (ally) went and saw Step Up, which was my second time seeing it. It was pretty awsome we got our gangster on, which is always good times. Rolling in the Notary was a blast, it is like the ultimate gangsta ride, but not if you are listening to the Backstreet Boys which we were and it was cool. Then I had to come home today meaning I will go into my depression that I always get into when I come back. Especially since I didnt get to see Micheal, amn I miss that kid. ha ha ha you know I had to add that in there cuz that is just how sad I am. Anyways later gaters.

All Around Rough Day

Ok so today was just a rough day, it started off better than yesterday but it was just an extreamly long day and an egsaughsting one at that. At lunch our school was hosting this design competion it is called "Cruel vs Cool" and its about not using fur or any animal products in fashion. So a leader from the humane society was there and before she told us about things she made us watch a 5 min video on what these animals go through. And that is why I am up at 1:30 in the morning because I cannot get those images out of my head. I cried watching that movie it is probably the most upsetting thing I have ever witnessed in my life. And being so oblivious to it all and not even EVER imagining it would be like that. Of course I knew an animal died in order to make that but I didnt know that they just cage the animals from birth then snap their necks so we can look 'fashionable'. Yes ohh look at me arnt I pretty in a carcas of a dead mink. I have never been a fan of fur but not I am even more so against it, and the same goes with leather, but I am a hypocrite because my life evolves around leather. I sell shoes made of leather, my favorite coat is leather, I would rather eat steak than a salad, and do I feel bad about this....yes I do. I don't know it just all upsets me and I am just I dunno really upset I guess is all I can say about this day.

Step Up

Ok so last night me and my gal pal Britney went and saw Step up. It was jamm packed but it was good times. So the movie was AWSOME mostly because Channing Tatum is killer hot. The acting was pretty terrible but the hottness of mr tatum overides it all. All in all though I would go and see it again.

So 5 more days until I am on that ferry boat home and I couldnt be any more excited. Spoonfest in 7 days and me and Krysi are pretty excited about that too. Its gunna be sad when I am gunna have to head back here. Work is shit and I definatly dont like it but what am I gunna do about it I cant quit. GRRR anyways later gater

eek

Today was a very interesting day to say the least, not as creepy as yesterday but a little more action packed. So we were at school and the alarms start going off so they evacuated everyone out, and as we were going down the stairs I started thinking like wow that was creepy enough but imagining what it was like in the twin towers going down the fire escape stairs. Sure we were only on the 7th floor but there is always that person that likes to take their time going down the bloody stairs. Just kinda creepy to think of it is all.

Creepy with a capital C

Ok so today started off as any normal day but SURPRISE that changed pretty frickin quickly. So me and Britney were on our way to Walmart for our adventure (and yes it is that far) and we bumped into Noor at the skytrain station. So we get on the train and everything is going fine then this guy gets on and sits infront of me, ok whatever. Then he turns around (and I'm pretty sure he is special needs) and was like " Hi my name is Roger, whats your name?" and I was gunna give him a fake name just cuz it kinda creeped me out but i told him my real name and he was like " It's nice to meet you stephanie, give me your left hand" and I kinda sat there and was like WHAT!?! so reluctantly I gave him my left hand, and he starts stroking my palm with his fingers for like almost a minute then stops and says thank you then turns around. So I whip out my hand sanitizer and use that meanwhile Noor and Britney are getting a fantastic chuckle out of this. So then he turn around AGAIN and was like "stephanie give me your left hand" and I was like " No I already gave you my left hand" and then he was like "FINE" and turned around and started muttering things and it really started to scare me. So I got up and I went and stood by Britney and Noor and so the next stop was Noors so I told Britney we were gunna switch trains and so we went and stood by the doors and Roger was like "BYE STEPHANIE" and I was like " umm bye" so me and Brit ran to the other train and we were all laughing and joking about it even though I am pretty sure I am scarred for life. SO the next stop he gets on the train we are on and he was like " Hi stephanie!!" and it was like Dear God is he stalking me?!! and he kept turning around and looking at me, LUCKILY though the next stop was our so we stood by the doors and I hid behind Britney so he couldnt see me then when the doors opened we booked it to the stairs and prayed that he didnt follow thank god he didnt. So that was my creepy day hopefully you got a laugh out of it, cuz I will be having nightmares.

Just one of those days

Ok so since Saturday I dunno for some reason I have felt drained or something, just kinda down. Not really sad, but not tired either. It kind of feels like I have givin up on something and I'm not quite sure what. The only light at the end of this tunnel is that I get to go home in a few days so that should be good, see some familiar faces and just have some old school hometown fun.

School is just a barrel full of rabid monkeys. It's so stressfull trying to get this and that done only to be knocked off your high horse by a bitch ass teacher. I dunno it just doesnt seem worth it at all but what can you do right?

Wooooooooow

Ok so tonight I went to the HSBC festival of lights with my boss and her son ( I know I know). But it was really awsome, Lana bought me dinner and we played cards until it got dark. Her son, is a sweetheart he tries to be all tough but he isnt. We were watching the fireworks and a guy pushed me and he defended me, probably a bit more verbal that I would like but it made me feel special ha ha. Then he helped get us out of the big mob and when we were on the bus I accidently slapped him across the face, I was trying to grab the handle on the bus and his face just happened to be in the way. I felt bad about it. Man getting on that bus though took a fight and a half but i was like the 15th on that bus out of like 100 people there, i was pretty proud of myslef, i was pretty feisty. But I must admit I got groped A LOT in that mob of people, at first it kinda was like "ok get your hand off my ass, and by that I mean stop squeezing it" but then it was like hmmm ok nice, this is more action in 10 mins than I have ever gotten in my life. haha. But I am happy to be home away from the mob thats for sure.

The One

Ok so I have found my future husband. His name is Channing Tatum. He is possibly the sexiest man alive ( sure i say that about a lot of people, mmmmm ok so he is tied with Wentworth Miller) But watching the previews for Step Up and just reading his biography and such he just amazes me.
Just think, we could have the hottest babies elementary school has ever seen. If they had my sense of humor and his good looks and dancing skills they would be set for life. Oh man that man is a FOX a frickin fox I tell ya. I can tell you one thing thats for sure though, next week when this movie opens you can bet your ass I will be the first one in line. AUGUST 11th remember that, it promises to be the sexiest movie of the summer and I have a feeling they aint lying.

10 RaNdOm things about me

Ten random things you might not know about me:

10. I would kill to be a country music star
9. I cover up how I really feel with Humor
8. I have a huge crush on Micheal (but thats not random)
7. I wish I was back on Quadra
6. I can't go to sleep feeling gross
5. I would rather clean the bathroom than vacume
4. My favorite book ( well its a series) is The Outlander by Diana Gabelgon
3. I really want to fight someone but i am scared
2. Accents turn me on
1. My feet are always the first place on my body to get cold

Nine places I've visited:

9. Victoria, British Columbia
8. Cortes, Vancouver Island
7. Alberta, Canada
6. Sanfrancisco
5. DISNEYLAND
4. Cabo San Lucas Mexico
3. Sandiego, Cali
2. New Mexico, USA
1. Tiajuana, mexico ( scary as hell)

Eight ways to win my heart:

8. Tell me I'm a cutie or call me sweetie
7. Do what ever you do that gives me butterflies
6. Surprise me ( nicely)
5. Hold me like you mean it
4. Give me all your heart cuz I will give you all of mine
3. Look at me like you can't live without me
2. Tell me how much you love me
1. Be there for me when I need you

Seven things I want to do before I die:

7. Love someone with all my heart
6. Be successful at my career
5. Take my dad to Africa
4. Give back as much as I have taken
3. Change something for better in the world
2. Have an amazing family
1. Love me for me.

Six things I'm afraid of:

6. Needles
5. Amputees
4. Birds
3. Having to live without someone I love
2. Drowning
1. Being alone...........in the dark

Five things I don't like:

5. People who think they run the world
4. Friends who are lying backstabbing stupid sluts
3. Boys
2. Not being able to stop thinking about boys
1. Not being able to stop over thinking something

Four ways to turn me off:

4. Flick my lightswitch..........ha ha jk
3. Ignore me and treat me badly
2. Smoke
1. Dull, you gotta make me laugh

Three things I do everyday:

3. Bitch about something
2. Think "what am I doing and why am I here"
1. Think of home

Two things that make me happy:

2. My family and friends who I know will always be there
1. Icecream

One thing on my mind right now:

1. I really want some ice cream

Good God

You know it's extremly pathetic when you read your old highschool diaries and you are still having the same issues. Your still hung up on the same guy and wonder why he hates you and doesnt want you back, EVEN THOUGH it was not your fault that you broke up. And you are still having the same issues with your stupid friends and reading it makes you feel like you are living it all over again, gggrrrreeeeaaaaatttttt just what I want to do. Here I will leave you a quote of the worst time in my life (well at that time)
"You know what hurts pretty bad, when the only friends you have turn on you and tell your boyfriend that you are worthless, an ugly cow, and that your not good enough for him" (Nov 3 2003)
Ok so yea it was a long time ago but you gotta think well if they hadnt gotten between us where would we be now?? Even though I am better off where I am now, I am still a loser because i still think of him almost everday. I really need to move on i truly do. Oh well there is my little painful rant for now