Just like the good ol' times

Ok so I went to CR to hang out with my good ol' friend Brittney and we were just chillin around, we had lunch at moxies where I saw Caitlin and it was good to see her again. Then we went to Zellers to get a present and we saw Paul. It was great I hadn't seen him in forever. Then it was like double good times to see him because he is so funny and great.
Then we called up Hannah and told her to get her ass dressed cuz we were comming to get her. So we decided to be geek wads and go bowling at our gay ass bowing alley. So there was like a little birthday party going on and us. And I am pretty sure the guy who was working there thought we were pretty ridiculous, and that he probably hates his life. I lost miserably both games.
So we decided enough of that and we went and played some pool at the pool hall. But again I sucked at that and people were being nasty and smoking and Hannahs little lungs couldnt take it.
So we all decided we wanted onion rings so we went to A&W and got some (FYI they were delicious) Then decided to go catch a flick.
We went and saw Happy Feet, however our minds almost got changed when we saw how many guys were in line to see Rocky Balboa. The movie was cute, had a good time.
It was definatly good to get the girls all together again.

frickin fun

ok so right now iam frickin plastered so dont mid me if thwere are spellingh mistakes becasue I cant sleep amd I just need to right this before i fprget it on the morning,

Ok so at lile 9 we went down to the lehion for my parents staff dance p[arty thing. SO i w as like great i get to hang out with my parents fo rthe nignt. But Virgina and breane were like sweet chill with us and V bought me like 2 shopts and before I knew iy I was wasted cuz m y mom kept buying me drinks so in like 4 hours i had like12 drinks and I was so close to puking sooo many times.

So I was actually drink enought that I danced, i know major thing for me. So i was dancing with V and bree and then Jeff ca,e pver and was dabceing with us and then Sam came over so I dances with him a bit, then a guy I think namme is Mike dances with me for a bit, but it was get in hot an d heavy and ,y parents were watching and that wasnt cool so I went back dancing with jJeff and (frig I can t even see the frickin screen) so then they said the dance was odne so I was chhillilng with jeff, kate, bradnon , and sanm and they said hey were going to a party at the HBI (which I got invited to earlier thank you very much) so i was like ok Im there and so I walked down there with he;p from Jeff (whre he confesed his love for me) and the n we got to the party and I had a few jello shooters and the next thing I knew I was cuddled up on the couch with a guy named mike tryin to regain my sobriety and then next thing I know my parents are there and I was like fck I'm 20 and my parents are crashing this party so I went up to them and i was like fuck off guys this isnt cool. So they left, but they killed my buzz wich was probly good cuz I was probably dtae rapoe materia;. so then we palyed ball toos where we had to get a ping png ball into a cup and I kicked ass then jeff walked me home and i r=hink i was drunkk enough to make ouit but my parents came outsided. Like honestly was ts there issue. Geez I am a grown woman and they wonder why I hate my life. SO I was like ok jeff if there is anything going on this week call me up and let me know so I hoep i here form thm cuz it was good times toniguht the drunkest i have ever friggin been. I almost frin=ckin blacked outl goof thing i remember it all. foor now antways.,

k love ya peace out playrs

** decmeber 18th after drunken fun, I am truly paying for my escapades. Gravity still has the best of me but no regrets I had a ball

The end of the dark tunnel that is school

Ok so I havent blogged in a while because I have been busy with finals and yada yada. But I am just blogging to let ya'll know I am alive (even though the anonomous person wished I had died) And it's one more day until I go back home and I am pretty darn excited. Right now it's 12:33 am and I am doing laundry so that I can pack it tomorrow so I have to look forward to being up for another hour at least. But one more class and I am in the clear for 2 weeks. See you ladies on the Island.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS ALL!!!!

The Imposible

So this is a song I have had on my computer for a while and I was listening to it and decided to share it with you all because its sad yet at the same time it gives you that sense of encouragement. So hope you enjoy !!

The Impossible
by Joe Nichols

My dad chased monsters from the dark
He checked underneath my bed
An he could lift me with one arm
Way up over top of his head
He could loosen rusty bolts
With a quick turn of his wrist
He pulled splinters from his hand
And never even flinched
In thirteen years I'd never seen him cry
But the day that grandpa died,I realized

Unsinkable ships sink
Unbreakable walls break
Sometimes the things you think could never happen
Happens just like that
Unbendable steel bends
If the fury of the wind is unstoppable
I've learned to never underestimate
The impossible

And then there was my junior year
Billy had a brand new car
It was late,the road was wet
I guess the curves was just too sharp
I walked away without a scratch
They brought the helicopter in
And Billy couldn't feel his legs
Said he'd never walk again
But Billy said he would and his mom and daddy prayed
And the day we graduated,he stood up to say:

Unsinkable ships sink
Unbreakable walls break
Sometimes the things you think could never happen
Happens just like that
Unbendable steel bends
If the fury of the wind is unstoppable
I've learned to never underestimate
The impossible

So don't tell me that it's over
Don't give up on you and me
'Cos there's no such thing as hopeless
If you believe:

Unsinkable ships sink
Unbreakable walls break
Sometimes the things you think could never happen
Happens just like that
Unbendable steel bends
If the fury of the wind is unstoppable
I've learned to never underestimate
The impossible

Holy frickin bejesus

Ok so officially freaking out here. I have a week left of school and am I done any of my projects? NO! Oh dear god I think i am getting an ulcer. So super stressed, I think the only thing thats getting me through is good ol' christmas. I get to go home see Luna and my family and that is the light at the end of the tunnel. Oh dear make the world stop spinning, my head hurts

100 things about yours truly

Ok so I'm gunna do this cuz Ally said that Crys wanted us to. NOT that I follow what other people say, but rather have nothing better to do with my spare time. Ok here goes:

1. I cried a little when i opened up a door to my advant calander and found no chocolate
2. Cried some more when i opened up the box and found that all the chocolate fell out
3. Decided I will become a lawyer and sue the advant calander company
4. Secretly wish i was a super hero
5. Mostly so I could wear a kickass spandex suit
6. When I am up to something I sometimes hum the James Bond theme song
7. Also secretly wish I was Mrs. Bond
8. I am a homebody
9. I act like I am 87
10. I like beef jerkey...... alot
11. My favorite song right now is "the good kind" by the Wreckers
12. I am a country girl through and through
13. I am still in love with the boy next door.
14. And the other one (with the same name)
15. My favorite feeling is fresh sheets and a shower
16. I love snow
17. I love taboganing more
18. I have a fasination with spandex ( not in a creepy way)
19. I honestly don't know if there is a 100 interesting things about me
20. Christmas is my favorite time
21. I love countdowns aka 14 days till i go home
22. I have always wanted a pony
23. I actually think my brother is a nice guy, and we actually do get along... most of the time
24. I hate the anonomous person that comments on this blog
25. I like to complain about things
26. I wish I had a tool belt and could actually wear it everywhere
27. I wish I could actually utilize the present Crystal gave me a couple years ago ( yes I still have it and am waiting to use it)
28. If I was a millionair I would have a chocolate pool
29. Yes you can come swim in it
30. I think my dentist is a frickin fox and I might get cavitys just so I can go see him more
31. My biggest pet peeve is when people chew with their mouth open
32. I like to cry
33. And i do it often
34. I will look for the remote before getting up to change the channel maually
35. Goths scare the bejesus outta me
36. I am terrified of needles, birds and amputees
37. I LOVE chick flicks
38. I have never seen any of the Matrixs
39. I cried in the last Star Wars
40. Wentworth Miller is the sexiest man alive
41. Dominic Purcell is a close second
42. I am a hypercondriac
43. In the 9th grade i thought I had the flesh eating disease
44. I have had 11 X'Rays
45. I have an undying hate for Rene Zellwigger
46. I am super excited for Christina Aguilara's concert in march
47. I feel sometimes like I am not a good friend
48. Sometimes I make up excuses because I don't want to go anywhere
49. I don't want to be a fashion designer
50. I have a lot of nightmares
51. No one knows the real me
52. I cover up what I feel with humour
53. I miss the Tempo
54. Sometimes I feel like I could be content with a fisherman husband
55. Then I snap back to reality
56. for 12 weeks of the year I hate being a girl
57. I hate my hair, it's stupid
58. I've never done drugs
59. I honestly think I could be a kickass housewife
60. I want to be a soccer mom
61. I find I regret my life a lot of the times
62. I always play the 'what if' game and i wish i wouldnt
63. I think my grandpa is the bravest man in the world, he is my hero
64. Tattoos turn me off
65. I wish I was a comedian
66. Wont ever be cuz I am shy and have stagefright
67. The summer of 2004 with Ally and Crystal was the best time of my life
68. I'm scared to die
69. Prison Break is my favorite show
70. I dispise seafood
71. Subway is my favorite fast food
72. I just got my first cavity
73. I am freaking out about turning 20
74. Sometimes I wish I could just go away somewhere for a while
75. I really want to go to Greece
76. I think i could be annorexic if I didnt like food too much
77. I think I have lost two best friends
78. and i dont think they care
79. I hate selling shoes
80. I don't want to grow up
81. I actually take pride in being taller than everyone else
82. I am the pickiest eater ever
83. I like dancing to rap ( in the privacy of my own house)
84. I truly care what others think about me
85. I don't do things because I know there will be consiquences
86. I think to much and never have fun
87. I get jealous very easily
88. I never think i am good enough
89.I've always wanted to be a dancer in a rap video
90. Been tempeted to call Jenny (craig that is)
91. I went to curves gym
92. I want to be a foster mom
93. Always wanted to take Hip- Hop lessons
94. Always wanted to be the gangsta of love
95. alas there has been no love
96. I wouldnt mind being locked in a room with Pharell
97. I wish I loved with Ally and Crystal
98. I have always wanted to hide in clothes racks and scare people
99. I want to be an actress
100. and last but not least I wish life turned out how I want it to